My nose is very stuffy. Allergies, allergies, allergies make me want to scratch my eyes out and drill a hole in the side of my head and let all the icky sinusy snot fluid drain out.

And Allegra-D makes me really sleepy so all in all it isn't helping much because hello! I can't sleep at work. End allergy rant.

Begin entire new rant. I feel like my mental health is suffering over my job. Actually, my boss, not my actual job. A couple people have commented to me in the past weeks that they remember when I loved coming to work. And when i absolutely loved my job. I still love my job. And I really want to keep it. But I am absolutely miserable working for this woman. I could totally understand if I was some incompetant twat and was constantly fucking things up or the like, but I'm not and I don't and it is just so frustrating. And honestly, I do have to drag myself out of bed every morning, whether it's depression or sickness or just the fact that I am flat out miserable working for this woman and dealing with all her petty bullshit. I'm wondering if I should start looking, but I'm not going to make as much and I'll probably end up with crappy benefits so I don't know. Sorry to be bitching again so soon, but duty calls. End work rant.

What else? I wore my absolutely fabulously cute skirt today. Though I feel like the whitest girl in the world. I'm not a big tanner, saving my skin, but damn! I am white and in need of some color. I think pink, at this point in the year, would look better than my winter white legs. And no, sorry, I'm not a fan of panty hose. I'll leave the suntan colored stockings for grandma.

Speaking of grandma... Nanny's birthday is coming up and I'm going to Minnesota for 4 or 5 days in June. I think I leave on a Thursday afternoon and come back early Monday evening. Something like that. It's her 80th so we're throwing her a big hoopla with friends and relatives and all that. Should be lots of fun! I only hope she'll remember it all the next day. Sorry, mean grandma joke.

I'm going to smoke a cigarette now.

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