I feel like there's been some groundbreaking transformation in the relationship department. But I have no idea what it is, what caused it, etc... But things are definitely a little different. But in a monumentally great way. Don't get me wrong, there's nothing bad about it. I just find myself feeling like Scotty and I have scratched the surface of something. Like things are just a little bit more comfortable than they were last week. Like we're more on the same page than we have been. It's a lot of things really.

I woke him up this morning at 5:45 a.m. and we both just sort of laid in the bed wrapped up in each other until about 6:00 a.m. I had to take him home so he could get ready for work. It sucks him working 7-3 and me working 1-9 or 3-11, but such is life, you know? Anyway, on the way to his house he made the comment that he was sleepy still and he had a stomachache, but it didn't matter really because he woke up next to me and it was already a good day because of that. Not a bad way to start my day either.

I guess I just find myself wondering more often where things are headed between him and I. We've never really had any conversations about that sort of thing. We just have fun. I'm not worried about it though. I have a feeling that whatever either of us do there will be room for the other person amidst that picture of a future. Hopefully I'm not assuming too much.

I bought the cutest pair of jeans yesterday. They have a side button fly. Hopefully they won't be hard to unbutton because I'm famous for making mad dashes to the bathroom and I can just see myself not being able to get them unbuttoned and peeing all over myself or something. Hopefully that's not at all a bit of foreshadowing. I need to get my ass dressed for work. I'm already late. And Arby's is calling my name. Turkey, swiss, wheat bread, curly fries and a vanilla shake, mmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

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