This past weekend was probably one of the best I've had in a while. Not so sure why, it just was. I worked Friday night and afterwards hung out with Scotty and Travis and Hillary at my place. It was pretty low-key, but fun nonetheless. Saturday was more work and I didn't even mind working a couple extra hours since someone called in sick, we were busy enough that the day flew by. Saturday night I ended up having my man to myself. We stayed up until something like 4:00 a.m. drinking Coors Light tallboys and smoking something like 2 or 3 joints and playing rummy and listening to '80s music and making out. Talk about a recipe for fun. We slept a lot on Sunday. Arnie stopped by to drop off these metal shelves I asked for and then Hillary and her sister stopped by. Hillary and I went to Beth's parents for Beth's graduation party. There were a ton of people there so we didn't stay too terribly long. But I did get to see Julie and Joy and hang out for a little while. We (Beth, Julie and I) were sitting on the back porch and her dad and Joy were taking pictures of the three of us and Beth made the comment that she was sad because the three of us were together. I almost started to cry but kissed Beth on the cheek instead. On the way home I made Hillary stop at the cemetary and I talked to Kim for a few minutes. It's still hard. I keep expecting it, hoping for it, waiting for it to get easier, but it's not. It's not getting harder either though, so that's got to be a positive thing right? I just miss her. I'm also at work right now and should actually do some work, maybe more on the weekend later, maybe not.

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