It has been a while. I feel like I haven't written in here for months and it's only actually been over a week. It seems longer, probably because it's been a long week.

Kim passed away Friday night. She's in a better place and I thought I would actually be happy and find some peace when it happened, but I didn't. I mean I did, but I didn't at the same time. I'm still sad, but not for her, for me and all of our friends and her family. We all miss her. Her visitation was on Sunday. Julie came up for it and to go to the funeral. Her and Beth and I were pretty much inseperable until after the funeral. Kim looked beautiful and I honestly have to say that it was a gorgeous, wonderful funeral. It was uplifting in a way. Rather than mourn the loss we really celebrated her life. Other than everyone crying there was nothing sad about it.

I had to drive Julie back to Florida on Tuesday and then be back to work on Wednesday so I just stayed the night and left first thing in the morning. I got to hang out with Joy though and her and I had some good, long talks. It was nice to see Cale and Jennifer, too.

I'm back to work at Arnie's, but I got an eight week assignment through a temp agency and I start that tomorrow so things are starting to look up with the finances.

Scotty and I are still dating. Things between him and I just run smoothly. It works, y'know? There aren't questions and committments and insecurities and whatnot. It's just good and fun and I'm enjoying him and us and friends and life. I encourage all of you to as much as possible, live life everyday, and really, don't sweat the small stuff. It's such a short and temporary thing and we should all just enjoy it.

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