I am sad. Not depressed or anything suicidal, just sad. First, I guess I am confused. I can't figure out if the relationship I'm in is what I really want. I mean I love my boyfriend, but I don't know if it's just comfortable love, y'know? And to make it even more confusing I've recently run into an ex that I'll always have something for. Not that I want to run off with my ex, but there's this history there. Anyway... I'll just keep on being confused and not entertain any of the thoughts that creep into my mind when nobody is looking.

The other thing I'm sad about is Diaryland Diaries. They are all dying. Only about 5 or 6 of the diaries I read still update or aren't password protected or whatever. So I've moved to MySpace, but I don't feel comfortable writing there because everyone in the world is on MySpace. Or as my sister put it, "It's sort of like genitals. Only on the computer."

I'm going to cry in my Dr. Pepper now.

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