The work thing is going well. I'm stellar and I'm turning heads of people that matter left and right. And yes, it is just a restaurant, but there are opportunities. And I can't believe I'm actually saying this, but I'm seriously considering staying at home for a year and going back to school for business while working here. There are just so many thoughts and possibilities right now and nothing is definite, but it's strange. I feel as though I've just grown up a little bit more, if that makes any sense at all?

Just a sidenote: I've caught myself saying at least once or twice in the past month saying that I don't need praise, I just don't need to get bitched at for petty stuff that doesn't matter at the end of the day. And I still stand by that, I don't need praise. But in the past week I've realized how nice it is and how much we all should hear it once in a while because honestly, it makes a hell of a difference at the end of the day. I've been at work 29 out of the last 40 hours, approximately, and I don't mind for that simple reason. Amazing.

I get my driving priviliges back in t-minus 10 days. I cannot wait. I also cannot wait to look into taking out loans and getting grants and financial aid and this and that and it's strange. Honestly it's almost like I lost everything, which was a lot and at the same time wasn't much at all, just to get back to where I was 3 or 4 years ago. That's why I'm thinking I might stay home for a year. If I can swing school and my own place then I will, but if I can't it's just a sacrifice I'm going to make myself make for a while because it's really just time, you know?

I'm working again tomorrow. Hopefully I'll see Scottie for a bit and maybe even Hillary after work. I think her and I have margaritas with our names on them somewhere and a lot of catching up to do. I'm hoping for breakfast or lunch with Scottie, either will do, or even a cup of coffee. I miss my boyfriend more than I like. Besides that I'm going to spend my morning doing laundry, vacuuming, cleaning my bathroom and shaving my legs. All are very long overdue, not that you care.

Now, to bed.

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