I think I overanalyze things way too much. I also think I've got way too much time on my hands to think about things extensively and that I'm not doing enough creative thinking and working. I need to be writing more, painting more, brainstorming more. And stressing less and planning less and financing less. I mean I'm at home right now. I need to be making my car payments and insurance payments and saving money for school and going to work. Beyond that I have no major responsibilities right now. And this is probably the first time since I was 17 years old. So I should be taking advantage as long as I'm here. And I should be making the best of the situation for the time being rather than finding ways out of it. I mean yes, it sucks. But then also, it's cake. Other than the lack of complete privacy and the bills, this is like being in my own place. And no, my parents don't always make the best company, but at the same time, we really don't spend all that much time together either. I don't know... I guess it's a double edged sword, like everything else.

But the point was complain less and enjoy more.

Let's call it a post mid-year resolution.

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