Today was a lot of sleeping. I stayed with Hillary last night in the hope of sleeping better in a house full of people rather than my empty apartment. But Shaun also spent the night so I got the couch instead of the bed and I also got roped into the Godfather. So I was up until about 4:00 a.m.

I went home when Hillary left for work around 10:30 a.m. and by 12:30 p.m. I was asleep again. Scotty called and woke me up around 4:00 p.m. He was thinking about playing golf. I would've played but my clubs are at my parent's house already. I was annoyed by this. I'm so ready to have all of my shit in one place. Granted most of my furniture will be in storage, but just my things, books, belongings, you know? Soon.

Regardless of his golf outing I did get to see him for a few minutes this afternoon. We sat and drank a beer in the parking lot while waiting for the fourth of his foursome. I miss him. I came home and took a little nap. I also talked to Julie. She's in town until Thursday morning. I think we're going for a drink tomorrow night. At least I'm hoping. Scotty called tonight before he went to bed to tell me about his game and whatnot. We just talked for a few minutes, but it was nice. I don't like that I miss him so much right now, but I think I'm just extra sensitive to everything because of my situation. I feel really dependent and I'm really pretty idependent, so it's just not working.

Tonight I'm curling up with a book and then a movie and I'm going to sleep in my bed and wake up feeling much better than a pretzel. I hope.

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